- In the Beginning: Real Rocks and a Feeling
September 12, 2024 · 5 min read
One side of the creation debate has rocks, fossils and DNA. The other has a feeling. Here's why that mattered to me, and why Christmas survives it.
- From the Ashes
September 9, 2024 · 5 min read
Mormon children are buried in water at eight. Rebirth is the oldest story we tell, and it always starts with something in us having to die.
- Historicity: Was He Real?
June 21, 2024 · 5 min read
"Is it true?" is the wrong question to ask about scripture. Two better questions, and better words, for sorting history from legend.
- Unraveling Consciousness
May 17, 2024 · 4 min read
Erich Neumann argued that each of us relives humanity's oldest myths as we grow up. One idea of his changed how I think about God.
- Everyone Knows Everyone: The Church as Community
May 8, 2024 · 4 min read
A ward will carry your couch and feed your family. Those strong ties are a real gift, and they cut both ways. Here's how I hold both.
- Spirited
April 6, 2024 · 4 min read
I didn't stop being spiritual when I stopped believing. My spiritual experiences just don't have to fit a story anymore.
- God Magic
March 27, 2024 · 5 min read
Why I use the plain word "magic" for supernatural claims, how our beliefs sound in plain words, and why wonder doesn't need a magician.
- Cosmic Revelations: Every Culture Has a Creation Story
February 19, 2024 · 5 min read
Norse giants, a cosmic egg, a sky father pushed off the earth. We call those myths. Why do we exempt our own, and is the Big Bang any different?
- Meaningness
January 25, 2024 · 6 min read
When the plan of salvation stopped holding my life's meaning, nihilism moved in for a while. Here's what I found on the other side of it.
- Older Than the Cross: Notes on Tom Holland's Dominion
January 15, 2024 · 5 min read
Sacrifice, baptism, a god fathering a son with a mortal woman: all older than Christianity. What Tom Holland's Dominion helped me see about what was new.
- Changing Tides: How the Church Changes Without Saying So
November 23, 2023 · 5 min read
The church is changing, quietly, one shifting baseline at a time. I welcome most of it. But I don't think it can stop where it is.
- The Things We Feel
November 11, 2023 · 5 min read
I've felt the burning in the bosom too. The feeling is real. What I no longer accept is that it proves a doctrine is true.
- Revelation Gone Wrong
September 29, 2023 · 6 min read
Personal revelation is ordinary, and it was never meant to replace thinking. Why emotion-based decisions go wrong, and what scripture says instead.
- Fallen Away, and Other Words We Should Retire
September 5, 2023 · 4 min read
Fallen. Lost. Struggling. The words we use about people who leave carry a verdict. Changing a few of them is where dignified dissent begins.
- The Best of the CES Letter
August 12, 2023 · 5 min read
My short list of the CES Letter's strongest points: the ones the church's own essays now acknowledge. Honest about the facts, fair to the faithful.
- Plates of Gold and the Shrinking Map
June 17, 2023 · 5 min read
The Book of Mormon world keeps getting smaller: from two continents to a few hundred miles. Here's why I think that matters more than it seems to.
- God Is Dead
May 19, 2023 · 5 min read
Nietzsche's most famous line isn't a victory chant. Here's what I think it means, and why I outgrew God as the church taught him without becoming anti-god.
- Beyond Dogma
April 28, 2023 · 4 min read
I'm not anti-God and I'm not anti-religion. I've just loosened my grip on dogma, and kept the stories as something to live with, not argue over.
- Archetypes: Why the Old Stories Still Ring True
March 10, 2023 · 5 min read
A story can be untrue as history and still ring true in us. That isn't a dodge. It's how Jung's archetypes help me keep scripture without the literalism.